SPRI

Classes start tomorrow. I'm taking 4 and totally stoked. It'll be interesting trying to balance school, work, weight loss, and destroying white men.

I'm sure I can handle it.

For those that are just finding my blog and reading all about me - I require two things to serve me.

1. Constant Communication
2. Gifting


These are make it or break it requirements. Once we get past the initial getting to know one another, I will require them. To each their own if youre not interested - to be honest, youre probably not worth my time.

I've two devoted sluts - and a possible third. This little fart, the third, has come to me more than once begging to be mine. Let's see if he can stick around and worship me and devote himself to me fully.

I will certainly do my best at keeping this blog updated.

I need new nicknames for my sluts so that its easier to mention them. lol.

-Goddess Lotus

3 Miles

I wanted to attempt 3 miles tonight, but an ugly thunderstorm ruined my chances. So, I stripped and played some world of warcraft.

My friday evenings are so uneventful.

-Goddess Lotus

I dont sweat - I sparkle!!

Well, it's been some time since I've sat down and gave a proper update. My vacation in July was relaxing and went very well. I didnt really go anywhere, but I wasnt at work! lol. I've been busy being active and running and enjoying the time spent with my two sluts, kitten and the boy from across the pond.

Lord Stormageddon overlooking the Florida sun.

So far, windows 10 seems great!

This is one of the trails I run.

I've been playing a ton of World of Warcraft! Yes, girls do play and half of the time like this!

New additions to the back of my car.

Images from my vacation. We managed to get at least our feet in the water!

Well, that about sums up the past. I've also lost 20 lbs, and I am currently 236 lbs from the 258 lbs I weighed when I started my weight loss goals earlier this year. I've also dropped 2 pant sizes from a 22 to a 16 since then.

School starts soon, and I'll be taking 4 classes towards my degree. I'm a little worried and stressed, but I know I'll get through it. A full time teacher, online domme, wight loss program, family, and friends.. I'm a busy gal so to speak. 

I love being able to share my life with my slaves and more importantly the life I've created with my slaves, to the world. Kitten, formerly known as my little boy has basically transformed his life around me. We never miss a day of speaking, and at some times we both get so busy I forget to let him cum. 

;P

Even though life pulls away from one another, we always end up right beside each other. He knows what I want before I tell him, and I love to train him and shape him to be the perfect slave. Finally found a slave I TRUST and I know he wont disappear, or give up, or run away. I've known him 6 months and it feels like a lifetime.

My newest boy is a bit shy when it comes to the internet, so I've been asked not to post images of him here. I love sharing the updates on my pets, so I'll have to be creative to find a way to share his submission to me. This little bitch is probably the most coolest cat around. He's so calm, cool, and collected. We can sit and chat for hours, much like kitten and myself. Not only that, but I effect him just by being myself. To see his reactions towards me.. To hear that pleasure in his voice, to know that he is suffering for my pleasure? It's liberating as well as intense. I love the power over him, even though it is a rather small influence.

Trust takes time to build then test. I've told him I seek long term and a total power exchange. I want to control every single fucking thing I can over my pet's life. What you eat, wear, if you need to go to the rest room, if you want a beer, if you can cum... The list goes on and on.

Time will tell if my new found partnership with the little boy continues to grow and prosper. We're both hoping for a yes, but we both know sometimes things just dont work out.

Well, thats enough for now I'm thinking. lol. Here's to next time.

Also, if youre thinking I dont post enough images - youre a lucky little fucker to even see me. My boys receive most of my images, videos, and voice messages. I choose what to post here, being generous enough to share my life. 

Youre welcome.

-Goddess Lotus

Update Soon!

I'm trying my hardest to keep it updated here. I may have to start including my little boy in the process. Give him some tasks so he can write and we can share this blog.

There's one boy thats new, always on the other side of the pond. I seem to attract those pets.

I look forward to sharing my D/s life and personal life with the world!

-Goddess Lotus

Vacation!

I start my week vacation after today. So excited to finally relax and enjoy my slut.

There seems to be a white boy that has come crawling back after a year or so. I told him time will rebuild the trust.

I look forward to posting more snd enjoying life.

The pic is of me in my classroom, counting down the hours till I leave!

-Goddess Lotus

Ownership and Submission

What do these things mean to you?

To me, its an incredible bond between a person and another. It requires communication, trust, and honesty.

I seek a total power exchange between a weak, inferior, white male. I wish to provide ownership, guidance, dominance, and love.

I seek the submission of this white male, who puts his all into little old me.

I've found such a connection with my little boy. We know what we want, and we're not interested in playing any games. We want a long term relationship, where I hold all the power. Where he is caged and bound under my command, and subject to my will.

This is an experience of a lifetime, to finally give myself to another as much has he wishes to give himself over to me. He accepts my strange qualities, and human mishaps. I accept that he is just as human, and real as I am.

I think thats whats wrong with online D/s. So many people are fake and think the person on the other end is just as fake.

I am very, very, very real. So is my ownership - and his submission.

                                 I am his world. His Mommy. His Domme. His friend. His lover.


                                                                      He is MINE.
                      -Goddess Lotus

So behind!

My life has been so busy this past month! Training a real slave takes time and attention to detail. It takes concentration and skill as well.

Little boy and I have been very, very, very busy discovering one another.

I shall do my best to remain active and share our story with the rest of the world.

Oh, and I've lost 15 lbs!
-Goddess Lotus