Images

I was just made aware that all my previously posted images no longer show up on my blog. I am not quite sure how to fix that issue.

Sucks.

However, I plan to be around for a very long time, so my future posts will become my past posts.. And those images are showing.

There is more to me and my domination than a picture. My words and interactions with a boy are what really effect the mind.

Sorry to those only interested in perving and not serving.

-Goddess Lotus

Still here!

I've been busy preparing for the holidays and making sure my bitches stay in line. No fear, Goddess Lotus is still here.

I miss posting regularly. I'll find the time soon enough.

-Goddess Lotus

It's Morphin Time!!!

Sooooooo. My bday was an absolute success! I was off the entire time as well as a week into Thanksgiving. I was able to relax and enjoy time with friends and family. Here are some images from my bday, and Thanksgiving... and one extra to make you drool.

My bday theme was Mustache! Everyone wore a mustache. lol. The end. Was silly and fun!

My mom and fiance got together to get me a new tv! I watch a shit ton of movies and series, so it was the perfect gift! Literally, no help from any boys.. just my family. <3

Every year on my bday, I put up my Christmas tree! It was about 5am, and I was sleepy as fuck!

Atlas said he would help..... lol

And so did Stormy! lol. Yes, my house was a wreck that morning. I had shit everywhere. lol.

Now skipping to Thanksgiving! I had baked turkey and this is a pic of the fried turkey. Quite yummy and delicious!

And the pic to make you drool... It's okay, you want to wake to this every morning.. Knowing its your place to simply suffocate beneath me.

There is so much more to my life and time spent with my property than I share here. I had one boy approach me, and I didnt feel like playing games.. I simply told him what I expected. He said my blog never showed how deep and dark I can truly go with a boy.

Of course, the blog is here to simply allow me my creative freedom to share with those unsure of their own needs and wants. 

My boys were amazing for my bday. Doofus, well.. he has relinquished complete control over to me. I own his everything. Such an amazing and sweet gift, to be able to take what I want from him at will.

My old man, fuzzy wuzzy, has surprised me more than once with his loyalty and generosity. We are working towards complete and total control.

Mina - failing as usual. Though, he and his wife are having a difficult time. I understand that real life ALWAYS comes first. He will return, and he will be subservient and pleasing when he does..

Well, oh yeah! It's Morpin Time!!!!!

I loved the Power Rangers growing up, the originals. Yep, I'm a geek.. I'm weird. I'm honest. I'm real.

I want to fuck you over, build you into my perfect slave.. meant to serve and worship me. A true black goddess that isnt afraid of being silly, loving, caring.. yet dominant, controlling, strict.

Ya either want to serve ME or you dont. Good luck figuring out what you want.. lol.

-Goddess Lotus

Update coming soon

My birthday, thanksgiving.. and so much more.. lol. I've been a really busy Goddess. Keep checking back, update coming soon.


And yes, my sluts stayed true to the end of the challenge.

-Goddess Lotus

Closer..

As we get closer to my special day, I've become closer to two very special little boys. Communicating and spending time with my property is one of my favorite things to do. You can get into a boy's mind, and own him completely with just a few simple words...

Two other boys that started this monthly challenge, have since..disappeared. It happens, its online domination.

My focus then is settled upon those that REMAIN faithful, loyal, and obedient. They deserve my affections, my lust, my attention.

Doofus, Fuzzy? You boys are amazing. It's almost time.. Your aching, suffering, and whimpering is all for my pleasure.

November 21st.

Count down to the day you can celebrate my birthday, and feel the pressure in your balls release... For some odd reason, I just love keeping a white boy in chastity.

-Goddess Lotus

Remember, remember the 5th of November

Good morning! Halloween was fairly tame for me. Except for one little boy, he was most certainly feeling the ache I left with him...
I did dress up as Batman! Next year, I want to go a little more in detail, and be just a tad bit sexier. I love planning for Halloween and the holiday season.

In any sense, I asked Fuzzy and Doofus what they were feeling after day 5 of not cumming. Fuzzy was at 8 days when I asked him.

"Remember, remember... the 5th of November."

 








I know not being able to cum, to feel any type of release is true power over fuzzy here, up above. He has admitted to me that he used to lie other women. I told him now is the time you serve a REAL Domme. And having a connection helps. Whats the point in controlling someone's pleasure if you dont connect with them?

Doofus here... I'm not sure it has sunk in for him yet. Then again, we've both been so entirely busy, he hasnt had the time feel that ache. He also younger than Fuzzy, and for some reason, this is all reminding me of a science experiment. 

My little boy T and my cuck D, have been no shows for the past week. I.. I require constant communication. I am an online Dominant, therefore communication and getting to know you is how I control you. I love getting into the mind of my property. I dont think it is too difficult to simply send one message a day, checking in. For T, it is.. his job has him off and doing various things. He has disappeared for months, but came crawling back one time. He told me he would never just leave out of the blue. It's my turn to put trust in him. I build connections and emotions with my property, and it does hurt when I can not spend time with him.

D... I pushed him away in the beginning, and he was adamant in returning. This is his first no show. He has made contact twice, but only with my prompting, stating this is a rough time. Little does he know, it is only the beginning..

If you can go days, weeks, months... without ever feeling the urge to contact me? Youre probably not the submissive for me. I want you to crave me, my voice, my face, ME.

November 5th actually turned out to be a horrible day for me. I'm a preschool teacher, and we were so short staffed on picture day! Just read the message.. He made the day all worth it. <3

Each slut that approaches me is different, offers something different to me. It is my hope that I offer something uniquely different to their life as well. However, I also know that subs come and go, and I'll always continue my search to find that long term total power exchange. Let's hope these boys are in it for the long haul, as I am too...

Mina... There was not point to even include him in my little game. He is so lost, not even I could save him. Although, it is a new year - and new Victoria Secret panties are looking quite nice. Here is one from last year's shopping trip with him.

your face, My ass. Insert. Breathe. Suffocate.

-Goddess Lotus

T.M.N.T.

Best part about being a preschool teacher? I can wear my geek attire proudly, and children love it!

Ready for anything!

-Goddess Lotus

November 1st - Challenge..... Accepted!

My birthday month is almost upon us! (November for those just catching up)

I had a lovely talk with one of my boys yesterday, and put it simply, he said I was too lax with the cumming. Little did he know, Ive been training him.. and my other boys to cum once a week. I wouldve enjoyed more time, to implement my next phase.. But everything I do is for a reason.

I've created a little experiment, where I am going to have my boys... chaste until my birthday. Since this is the first time I'm going to experience something of this nature with my new property, I'm going to give them till... November 19th.

The rules being..

• You may touch, once a day... only 25 strokes.
• You may hump, once a day... only 25 thrusts.
• If youve touched, or humped - you are not allowed to do the other.
• And..... no CUMMING!

The purpose of my little experiment? To leave you horny, crazed, frustrated, wanting the next day to come until you can pleasure yourself for just..a little more.. Just to get the edge off, unknowingly driving yourself even closer to the deep end. Suffering, yet finding that need to suffer more, all because you know its what I want. My needs coming before your own.

My birthday is November 21st!

I am a generous Goddess. My property has from November 1st to November 19th, to complete my little experiment. On my brithday, I'm going to be paying more attention to myself, than whether or not these bitches came.. lol.

If you havent figured it out, I'll be turning 25 this year. Wow - time flies. I've been interested in BDSM, and femdom since I was 17. I've owned and lost.. My blog is sort of my journal, and the way I communicate with subs and others alike. My history, present, and future all listed here for consumption. I'm excited to continue my journey, and take my readers, and pets with me.

I know not everyone is cut out to worship someone so amazing as I am. Thats why I appreciate my white bitches that werent afraid to get to know me, pleasure me, worship me, spoil me, and above all... want me. <3

Just a couple of more days... Doofus, Fuzzy, Mina, and my little Cuck..... Enjoy whatever pleasure I'm allowing for now. The month ahead is filled with frustration, want, and need...

All for MY pleasure... lol. Haha.

-Goddess Lotus

Cookies? TARDIS? Cookies in a TARDIS?

It's random, cute, a little geeky.. chocolatey and sweet... Like ME!!!!

lol. <3

-Goddess Lotus

In Too Deep

It's been a busy little week. It seemed last week was on the best of the year. An eventful time within my every day life, and in my kink. I had sent a boy away, because even though he gifted, he seemed aloof.. He seemed like he had little interest. It was only about two weeks later when that boy crawled back to me, begging for me to reconsider, that he was indeed interested in my style of dominance.

That has maybe happened once or twice. I love being treated as the Goddess I really am, I love being the ONE woman a boy wants to offer his submission to. THAT makes it special, and gives me such a power rush. He is currently under consideration, and seems to be filling the role of my little cuck quite nicely.

Then there's the one I nicknamed my fuzzy. He found me, but decided I was a findom, and went to serve other woman. Silly little boys, that seem to think because I want ultimate control, total power exchange, and to be spoiled.. that I am a findom. First thing first...

I am not a Findomme not am I a ProDomme.

I am me. I am geeky, loving, caring, sometimes strict, and I adore communicating as often as I can with my property. I do not ask for your money in exchange for services, hell, I do NOT ask for money.

I offer opportunities for a slave or a sub to show their obedience, their loyalty, their devotion, their need to take care of me, to see me smile, to buy that coffee that I need on a groggy day.. Or to pay for my oil change, making sure my car is up to date. Those things, to me.. represent a total power exchange, as well as many other different ways they choose to offer up control. I choose my boys by their intellect, their personality, and their willingness to give me their trust and submission. I choose my boys by how we connect, the sparks that fly between us... and their seeing through whatever the BDSM community has drilled into their mind, and seeing ME.

That brings me to my newest pest, Doofus. He sees me for me. I love his intelligence, his complete need to obey, and yet, that he needs that space to finish his studies, etc. I'm a real person, with a real and busy life. I expect my subs to be the same. He has been an amazing sub thus far, even with making sure he was punished himself for completely disappointing me. That, among many other reasons.. I feel that he will fit just nicely along side me for quite some time.

Mina, my shitty little girl, is still the one slave I have owned for over a year, and seems to want to be mine forever. She (really a he), offers what she can to me... but at her own time. By offering, I mean bits of herself, her control.. Not everything I want revolves around what can be gifted to me. I crave more than that. I crave my subs thoughts, emotions, and actions.

Humping, fucking, cumming, touching, eating, sleeping, what they wear, what they buy, when they hang out, punishments..... As much control as I possibly can have over the internet - thats what I want. I crave a long lasting power exchange... I want to be the one Goddess a slut needs to serve, craves to serve.

I am Goddess Lotus. You want me.. come and get me. Let's see if you catch my interest, hold my interest, and meet my standards.

Just one of the many images my pets were privy to over the week. Being between my thighs, even clothed, is a privilege. Smelling my scent, suffocated under my weight.. 

You wish.. you could simply drop your face low, and breathe deeply into my chest, and feel that home... the place where you belong, on your knees.. wanting to worship every inch of my body.

Happy Friday, and if interested in serving, my contact information is everywhere in this blog. Read some more, show your dedication and need to be mine...

-Goddess Lotus

Back to 35 Mins

I'm starting my walking again! I was able to do 2 miles in 35 mins about 5 months ago. lol. Now I need to work on getting to that point, and less time! I decided to be generous and show you what I wear before I get all sweaty..

 
 


Pink was the color chosen today... Oh, I cant wait to have my morning coffee! Now I'm going to work on my World Religions exam.. Just to get it over and done with, as well as start dinner! Busy as a bee, I am.

-Goddess Lotus

The One Ring

"...To rule them all...."

Okay, okay - I'm a geek. lol. As promised, my ring!

Now, if you think this changes my search for submissives? Youre incorrect. I seek that long lasting commitment online with a person wanting to become my property.

The new boy I spoke of in my last post, we'll call him... Doofus, seems very promising. We want the same thing, and he finds me incredibly amazing. Sounds like a keeper?

Oh, and I guess I'll keep my new fiance as well. lol.

I am so very happy.

Thank you for my coffee to celebrate my engagement! You know who you are..

If youre a peeping slut and you want to wish me a congrats for my recent engagement, you may offer an american amazon giftcard to the email kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

More posts soon..

-GoddessLotus

Wow!!!

Last night, my boyfriend proposed!

Talk about cloud 9.

I'm floating, and absolutely happy.

I came across two submissives the day before that seem... amazing and now this.

Everything is falling into place right before my birthday, which is...

November 21st.

You see that little white bitches, sluts, whores?

Goddess Lotus is just.... amazing.

I will create a more informative post after Saturday. My ring will arrive and I will want to share images!!!!

-Goddess Lotus

Today

Today is going to be a long day.

Eventually

I'm still here. Nothing new to share. No little boys to entertain, worship, and spoil me. ^-^

Why am I not worried? They come and go, some stick around longer than others. Eventually, one will stay for the long haul.. one will crave my dominance, as I crave his submission.

Eventually.. one will be there, always, even when all the others have came and gone.

I'm a real person, a real Domme, and real expectations.

I seek a total power exchange with a white submissive, submissives, and those that seek my authority. Some dont agree with the gift giving, and some appreciate it.

All in all.. I'll stay true to myself, and those that desire me will find me. In the mean time, dont be shy.. approach me respectfully, with your gift and intelligence and we'll get along just fine.

Good luck.

-Goddess Lotus

Book Update 2

My books arrived! Only one little submissive offered to pay for them, so I thank him.

-Goddess Lotus

Sighs

This morning was hard. I miss my bunny.

If a boy leaves me, I know he knows how to come back. .. he will if he still wants me.

If not, it was never meant to be.
-Goddess Lotus

-sticks her tongue out-

I am so much better than you!

I've been studying for classes, have my first exam today. I've been cooking and scrapbooking. You know what I havent done? I havent spent time with a submissive, heard his/her whimpers, and how I effect them... 

I havent been spoiled like a true black Goddess should.

You know how to contact me, looking forward to hearing from you.

-Goddess Lotus

Kik

Just got a new way for you to contact me, kik.

copperlotus

Find me and don't be shy, especially if you want to serve and adore me.

-Goddess Lotus

Her.

This about sums up the type of bond I'd love to have with my submissives. What do you feel when you see this? Contact me and let me know.

-Goddess Lotus

Supa Sunday

Soooo. I've been up since 3am. I played on the computer, went to the store, got Starbucks, put my beef stew on the crockpot, queued for my raid, and now finishing up some homework... Next? Lesson plans. Hello 5:30am. 

Any little white boys to keep a Goddess company?

-Goddess Lotus

Da feelz.

I want a boy that is Mine.

Good morningggg - Book Update 1

So, my little boy T was unable to offer for the books this week. It happens, and thats fine. He did lose a special surprise on Monday. That little bitch touched his hard cock without permission. He lost a nice video of me...touching and cumming. Tsk tsk.

Then along came someone... interesting. A little black boy. I have never owned a black boy, and I honestly never thought I would. Something about this fella, we will name him submissiveman, caught my interest. We connect, and can have conversation really well. Things are always fun and exciting in the beginning, its when things are normal, boring, and comfortable - where the real test begins. For a long term ownership to work, both parties have to be in it for the long run.

I chose my books. Whether or not someone offered - I was still going to get them. My class deserves something a little nice.

Though he surprised me one morning with his gift. <3

This is giftrocket. It's a safe way to send gifts to those you want to well.. gift.  Sadly, only works for those in the US. I have other means for those in the UK.

After chatting and getting to know him, I decided he would be under my consideration...

Hope springs eternal..

Well, thats a short but sweet update into my little domain. As always, if you want to know more? You need to contact me. I am easy going, a down to earth Goddess, and quite frankly? I'm fucking amazing.

I am ready and excited! I have a 3 day weekend! I plan on doing a little studying, playing with my pets, and anything else that tickles my fancy. Dont be shy, send me a message! Have a lovely day!

-Goddess Lotus

Books, books, books!

My new job is going extremely well! I am enjoying the children and my new position. Its the beginning of the school year and we're purchasing books for the classrooms.

I need all gifts by Wednesday, August 27th.

If you would like to be a good little white slave and offer a gift for me to purchase books for my class, you may by offering a giftrocket. 

Click the link below

Send Goddess a Gift

To the email:  kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

If you are in the UK, you can not use giftrocket. If you would like to offer a gift and you live out of the US, please contact me via one of my messengers or phone number. All of my contact information is listed in the posts below..

As with all things in submission, it is the submissives choice.. to offer a gift. My class and I will happily appreciate any effort put forth.

-Goddess Lotus

Earning the Privilege

There are two boys that want to be mine. One little German white boy, T, earned that privilege some time ago.  Introducing him..

This last pic....is NSFW and is all mine... 

I have known him for a couple of months now, and we mesh very well together. He 'gets' me. I have many admirers, but few submissives that understand... ME. He took the time to talk to me, via video and text.. and came to desire my Dominance. I love when a boy makes me feel like a TRUE Black Goddess. Thank you, T.. for everything and welcome home...

Earning the privilege to be owned by me is something I do not take lightly. I enjoy getting to know a boy, seeing if our desires and interests match.. I plan to own for a long time, and I want like minded boys around me. My blog is a lovely representation of ME. I'm starting to ramble now.. if youre feeling jealous, go ahead and contact me.. see if we click as well.

-Goddess Lotus

Blue is the Color

Finally got that pedicure I needed! A lucky little boy chose the color..


I finally wanted to get rid of the stupid color I chose before... Cant wait... I'm just going to put all the images here and let you little white sluts drool. Its always a lovely feeling to be pampered and spoil - especially being the Goddess and deserving it.
 
 
 


Finally chilling at home, studying for my classes that start tomorrow, with my little pussy nearby..

-Goddess Lotus

Busy, Busy day!

I was setting up my new classroom today, and was looking forward to a nice relaxing evening. So, trying to keep an up to date blog for my little sluts.. I am so appreciative of my little German boy, T, for offering to make tomorrow exceptional for me.

 
My view on my way home tonight..                  My little German slut..<3


And... over the past couple of days, I received.. a surprise. My little Lion came back to me. I am still shocked, and still amazed, and humbled. As an online Domme, boys leave and well, never come back. For Lion to return to my feet means that our connection is real.. His reasons for disappearing are understandable. He wont be cumming for some time - because I missed his whimpers and suffering...

love you little bitch, my lion...



Thank you for returning to me, your Owner, your Goddess...


And now to end the night... in style..

Cheers...

-Goddess Lotus