Just a little treat...

"Get on your knees and lick, white slave...."

-Lotus

Lovely, Friday

I love connecting with my boys not just on a sexual level, but on an every day level. Having something in common, many things in common, is a wonderful way to keep your submissives around for a long time. There's no hiding it - I'm a geek. I love computers, tv shows regarding sci fi/fantasy, etc. I typically find that more geeky older white men approach me on a daily basis.

Yum.

In any case, there are times when my pets enjoy finding a 'gift' for me, rather than sending me a PP or a giftcard. I love these gifts, because it shows that the boys do listen.. that they know what I enjoy, and vice versa.

Now the night before this conversation... Mina and I spoke about how his wife just got the new Elsa Disney doll to add to her collection. The wife already has most of the Disnet princesses, including Anna. (If you havnt seen frozen, go see it!) Mina and I discussed which doll he would get to nasty up... And I told him, not Elsa. She was my favorite from the movie.

And no less than a day later...did my little piggy come up with this...

     

  

How sweet right? Goofball wants to help me with little every day issues, as well as make sure that I get to enjoy something as simple as a geek t-shirt!

The shirt says, Winter is Coming

Get it? lol

Thank you my piggy, Mina, for making Friday so lovely!

-Lotus

Nicknames....

As time goes on, and I get to know more my pets in more intimate ways.. I develop nicknames for them. Mina, is my little toilet... Steff is my bunny, fuck toy... And now I have a name for T.

He sent me a pic with his hair all over his head, and his beard just going with the wind.. Was a very animalistic, primal look. So, T, has now become my little lion... RAWR!

And with all things, his introduction to my blog... with a lovely little handwritten note.

Then again - he is addicted to thoughts of being smothered beneath my ass...

Can you blame him?

Hope everyone is having an amazing week!

-Lotus

Hmmmmmm

I know one or two, little boys, who would do anything to experience this with me.

Okay - make that three or four boys. lol

Happy Tuesday everyone!

Thank you, pets

I woke this morning to a lovely little surprise. My new boy, T, decided he would offer a giftcard this morning to cheer me up. I was horrendously sick to my stomach these past couple of days, and luckily - it's all passed.

The surprise! I do believe I'm the pepper, and he is the salt. lol. Cute little take on race play.

This is what I'm seeking. Not a paypig, not a findomme service, not a pro domme service... A female led relationship, with a total power exchange dynamic. He may be new, but he is shaping up to be an amazing submissive for ME.

We're all different and what works for one, may not work for the other. I had a discussion with T regarding my other pets: Mina and Steff. He asked, when he became mine.. was he just another pet to me? My answer? No. Each boy that approaches me offers something different, unique, and it simply needs to coincide with what I need/want.

Mina fulfills my nastiest, dirtiest desires I could never possibly ever have imagined exploring... My toilet, pig, shit slave..

Steff is my sissy, my slut, my whore, my bitch... my degraded little play toy.. fuck toy... Mine.

T is my caring, devoted, helplessly addicted white boy.. whom I've only beginning to explore and enjoy.

Every day I am approached by submissives that do not enjoy my way of domination or the way I enjoy being worshiped. They disappear, they stick around.. then weasel out..

But its the boys I've mentioned above that have my focus. Theyve proven their addiction for ME, their loyalty, their lust, their adoration, their honesty.. their love.

They are what I'm seeking. In all honesty, I am quite happy. Though if ever a boy wandered his way into my abode, there is only room for two more.. max in my life. Anything else, I wouldnt deem it fair to my submissives or myself. There would be no time to fully enjoy, to train, to simply... be with.

Because I own for life. I want my men beside me at all times, and forever.. for many days to come.

I'm rambling now.

Anyways, thank you my pets for being extra fucking amazing to your amazing Goddess.

-Lotus

Taking care of Goddess...

I've been sick for about a week now. I've been putting off buying cough syrup, because well, I thought I could beat this little cold into submission. Needless to say, the cold is proving more difficult than the average white boy..

So it's going on steady, and I finally cracked to get some medicine.

Though while pushing the cart up to the check up lane, I had a thought to allow one of my pets to purchase medicine for me. A goddess needs to be cared for in all aspects of her life, even while under the weather.

And its a wonderful surprise when a pet goes above and beyond to make sure you are happy.

Thank you, little bunny. I hope youre enjoying the loose boxers I chose for you to wear today.

Enjoy my mercy..while I allow it.

-Lotus