Good morning!

I've felt the urge to post something for a few days now. I'm not really sure what to write about. I've had two lovely boys earn the privilege of getting to know me, intimately.. Via video and voice messages. I revel in the pleasure of spending time with submissives that honestly want me. The boys that honestly see me as a person and thoroughly enjoy their time as much as I enjoy my time with them.

I suppose I could focus this post on Age and distance... I'm approached by older white men 90 percent of the time. The age of a submissive does not bother me. In fact, it is an extreme power rush to have power over a seemingly grown man. That rush blossoms into something more if I connect with said submissive on a deeper level. Then that brings us to distance.

How can I connect on a deeper level while being hundreds, thousands of miles away from them?

Honesty, loyalty, and simple...connection at first is a great way. If you dont trust the person youre talking to, or at least get a general feel that there is something to discover.. you wont go very far into the relationship. I am not a shy person, not in the least.. And I am open and enjoy constant communication. Distance has never been an issue, except through sexual frustration.

We all love a little sexual frustration, though, dont we?

So, all this hoo ha, and nonsense about.. "Love your profile.. but you live so far...."

Simple excuses. If a man wants something - he goes out and gets it. That is, at least the mean I am looking for.. Men that I can break, destroy, and belittle.. Men I can turn into little bitch boys for my pleasure.

If a submissive wants a Domme, he surely knows how to show her - especially when her expectations have already been mentioned. Anything else is an excuse, a way to play games, and simply the boy does not respect her...

I'm blabbering now. Though always find it comforting to share my thoughts and ideas with my pets, and those that wish to be mine..

If you wish to continue the conversation...

Yahoo - Kamala_nfe
Line - CopperLotus
Email - Kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

Went to dinner the other night with my BF, and this was my fortune cookie. I found it apt to post at the end of this post.. Sunshine and happiness is what I'm looking for. A long lasting, female led relationship, with a weak white male.

-Goddess Lotus

Just a 'little' fun

So, I went shopping for a baby shower I'm hosting. I shouldve been thinking about all of the wonderful, sweet, little innocent items I could get and so forth...

Not my brain.

I came across a giant clothespin.. and of course, the thought in my mind - "Damn...this would sure hurt. I want to try it, or at least scare the fuck out of my sub..."

Then the next place we went, I saw this incredibly large white raddish. The thought there?

"You white boys fucking wish..."

 

What If...You Took a Chance?

I'm approached daily by men and women about how they wish they could serve me, but the financial aspect turns them off.

First off -  I understand the apprehension. The fetish I enjoy has taken off in the last few years, with many many fakes.

That's why I offer a blog for those to view and read and if feeling apprehensive to take the time to get to know me through my words. I'm a real person, a real Domme, and the submission in a boy to me is what pleases me.

"Then why do the gifts matter?"

I'm a Goddess first and foremost to any white slave approaching me, I am superior, beautiful, talented and quite frankly amazing. If someone doesnt agree? Pleave, move on to the next..

Nevertheless, gifting is a way for the submissive to approach and say, hey... I'd love to get to know you more, and even though I'm a weak, white, pathetic little worm.. I want to make your life better in so many ways. I offer this a small token and gift...and yadda, yadda.

I have had a pet pay for my oil change this upcoming week, for my lunch, for anything they feel they wish to give. I do not offer services, or do "If I pay..do you..." That's silliness. I am simply me.

I get to know my pets, I ask deep questions, I want to discover the deepest darkest secrets a white submissive can keep from me.. I want to train, I want to own, I want to discover, corrupt, fuck.. and you know the rest.

I seek a long term, female led relationship online. I will meet local boys, on my terms, my rules, and they will obey.

I have stated this a hundred times in my blog, but perhaps a hundred more and I will find the submissives right for me. I've had boys approach and say after going through my many posts, they see I am real.. and not after money. Not after how much they can give me - instead.. after something much deeper.

I want a boy to hand over his trust, his submissiion, his love, his honesty... I want to own so fully and deeply that we both feel completed. That the expectations are met, and yet still more to strive towards.. Growing with one another in this lifestyle we share.

If you have agreed... and wish to speak to me further, you may via these forms of communication:

Yahoo - Kamala_nfe
Skype  - Kasai_
Email - kamala_nfe@yahoo.com
Line - CopperLotus

And if you feel the urge to offer, you may via an American Amazon giftcard to kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

As in submission - the choice is yours.

Take that step... and trust your instincts. Youre either interested enough, or youre not. I'm not going anywhere for a while, stick around until youve made up your mind.

-Goddess Lotus

It's Monday!!!!

Another week... Yay. No, not really. Luckily, I will have some coffee to wake me.

There are no juicy stories this week, perhaps soon.
In the meantime....

Here is a hard truth for some of you.

Not a fan of the woman, but loved the message.

I love dressing little boys up for play. For some reason, this image simply made me LOL. Some of the little white boys really do try hard to make it happen.... To make me smile.

Who wants to play...dress up?

-Goddess Lotus

Do tell Me

Sometimes..  A picture is worth a thousand words..

What is the first word that comes to your mind?

You may contact me via:

Yahoo: Kamala_nfe

Skype: Kasai_

Email: Kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

Well deserved...

I've been over due for a pedicure. Finally was able to settle down and have my feet pampered properly.

Simply soaking and relaxing.

Lovely little massage. A shame this wasnt from a little worm, wouldve loved a nice toe sucking.

Stark white polish.. No lucky boy was able to choose the color this time.

With silver and gold glitter. I typically go for more colorful.

Over all, I did not like this spa. Will try a different one, and hopefully a boy will earn the privilege to beg for the offer of either accompanying me, or simply purchasing it for me as a gift.

-Goddess Lotus

Saturday

I was eaten alive by my sofa yesterday.

Some of you naughty little bitches instantly thought -eaten- and more than likely got your hopes up...

Another innocent little post, nothing to set your heart beating I'm afraid.

And my cats decided to go along with me.

Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week was rather busy! We're missing two teachers as theyre on vacation, and so my hours switched up a bit. Has me off of my game, but will even out soon.

-yawns-


I love early mornings and chatting, and just being awake in the morning. I'm not really a night person, and last night I stayed up rearranging my apartment. Goddess is silly and simply doesnt have any boy toys to do it for her.. lol.

That's right, 3rd person bitches.

Well, thats enough of my 6 am ramblings. Good morning and have an amazing, wonderful Friday.

-Goddess Lotus

Oh, and I get these post it note stickers... I cant wait to spread the message! If you know where this is from, I'd love to chat with you. 

Happy 4th!!

I was little unreachable today on my day off. It is July 4th, and well.. Had to celebrate it!

  

Just another little moment of my life...

Youre welcome.

-Goddess Lotus

Lol.

I was trying to make a sexy pic.. and my cat, Stormy, jumped into the pic. lol

Her tail can be seen against my leg.. damn cat.

Not to mention the clothes laying on something behind me, such a fail sexy pic.

Though... some boys did get to see the next shot, which isnt so fail.
In fact, the second take is quite delicious...

-Goddess Lotus

I've recently...

Changed my mind on a stand point I was extremely adamant about.

Online only.


I would be willing to meet a boy, if and only if he met on my terms. To meet me, would be within time and upon meeting my standards.

Sex would not be involved, but perhaps a scene of some sort - all dependent on ME.

I do know for sure, that boy would be lucky indeed... I love the lifestyle and all that it encompasses. I am however, in a vanilla relationship. He knows that I dominate online, and wishes not to know the details. I would carry that over in the meeting. Being able to be discrete and respectful is a major plus for the submissive.

A female led relationship where a total power exchange is met.. is what I am seeking. It will not girl friend to boy friend, I have that. It would be pet to Owner.

I hope that some of the boys that have messaged me in the past, are still reading and viewing.. and will take a moment to message me once more. If youre just catching on, and finally discovering the Black Goddess of your dreams, and you live nearby.. Tampa Bay, Florida area... Send me a message.


Good luck and thanks for reading.

-Goddess Lotus

Sushi!!!

So, yesterday evening I had to help a friend fix her bookshelf.. and by fix, I mean carry the parts out to the dumpster. I was then invited to dinner by another friend. I've had the experience and joy to spend time with one or two boys these past days.

I offered the privilege to one last night to pay for my sushi. It was pleasing to discover something, he had never had sushi! So, I wanted to take a couple of pictures and share.
     
                      

The give and take. If a boy can not give, that is just fine. I've heard some say they would not want to insult me by offering something small.. The amount does not matter, the actual action of the gift does.

Was delightful and delicious! Sushi can be very filling and tasty. 

-Goddess Lotus