T.M.N.T.

Best part about being a preschool teacher? I can wear my geek attire proudly, and children love it!

Ready for anything!

-Goddess Lotus

November 1st - Challenge..... Accepted!

My birthday month is almost upon us! (November for those just catching up)

I had a lovely talk with one of my boys yesterday, and put it simply, he said I was too lax with the cumming. Little did he know, Ive been training him.. and my other boys to cum once a week. I wouldve enjoyed more time, to implement my next phase.. But everything I do is for a reason.

I've created a little experiment, where I am going to have my boys... chaste until my birthday. Since this is the first time I'm going to experience something of this nature with my new property, I'm going to give them till... November 19th.

The rules being..

• You may touch, once a day... only 25 strokes.
• You may hump, once a day... only 25 thrusts.
• If youve touched, or humped - you are not allowed to do the other.
• And..... no CUMMING!

The purpose of my little experiment? To leave you horny, crazed, frustrated, wanting the next day to come until you can pleasure yourself for just..a little more.. Just to get the edge off, unknowingly driving yourself even closer to the deep end. Suffering, yet finding that need to suffer more, all because you know its what I want. My needs coming before your own.

My birthday is November 21st!

I am a generous Goddess. My property has from November 1st to November 19th, to complete my little experiment. On my brithday, I'm going to be paying more attention to myself, than whether or not these bitches came.. lol.

If you havent figured it out, I'll be turning 25 this year. Wow - time flies. I've been interested in BDSM, and femdom since I was 17. I've owned and lost.. My blog is sort of my journal, and the way I communicate with subs and others alike. My history, present, and future all listed here for consumption. I'm excited to continue my journey, and take my readers, and pets with me.

I know not everyone is cut out to worship someone so amazing as I am. Thats why I appreciate my white bitches that werent afraid to get to know me, pleasure me, worship me, spoil me, and above all... want me. <3

Just a couple of more days... Doofus, Fuzzy, Mina, and my little Cuck..... Enjoy whatever pleasure I'm allowing for now. The month ahead is filled with frustration, want, and need...

All for MY pleasure... lol. Haha.

-Goddess Lotus

Cookies? TARDIS? Cookies in a TARDIS?

It's random, cute, a little geeky.. chocolatey and sweet... Like ME!!!!

lol. <3

-Goddess Lotus

In Too Deep

It's been a busy little week. It seemed last week was on the best of the year. An eventful time within my every day life, and in my kink. I had sent a boy away, because even though he gifted, he seemed aloof.. He seemed like he had little interest. It was only about two weeks later when that boy crawled back to me, begging for me to reconsider, that he was indeed interested in my style of dominance.

That has maybe happened once or twice. I love being treated as the Goddess I really am, I love being the ONE woman a boy wants to offer his submission to. THAT makes it special, and gives me such a power rush. He is currently under consideration, and seems to be filling the role of my little cuck quite nicely.

Then there's the one I nicknamed my fuzzy. He found me, but decided I was a findom, and went to serve other woman. Silly little boys, that seem to think because I want ultimate control, total power exchange, and to be spoiled.. that I am a findom. First thing first...

I am not a Findomme not am I a ProDomme.

I am me. I am geeky, loving, caring, sometimes strict, and I adore communicating as often as I can with my property. I do not ask for your money in exchange for services, hell, I do NOT ask for money.

I offer opportunities for a slave or a sub to show their obedience, their loyalty, their devotion, their need to take care of me, to see me smile, to buy that coffee that I need on a groggy day.. Or to pay for my oil change, making sure my car is up to date. Those things, to me.. represent a total power exchange, as well as many other different ways they choose to offer up control. I choose my boys by their intellect, their personality, and their willingness to give me their trust and submission. I choose my boys by how we connect, the sparks that fly between us... and their seeing through whatever the BDSM community has drilled into their mind, and seeing ME.

That brings me to my newest pest, Doofus. He sees me for me. I love his intelligence, his complete need to obey, and yet, that he needs that space to finish his studies, etc. I'm a real person, with a real and busy life. I expect my subs to be the same. He has been an amazing sub thus far, even with making sure he was punished himself for completely disappointing me. That, among many other reasons.. I feel that he will fit just nicely along side me for quite some time.

Mina, my shitty little girl, is still the one slave I have owned for over a year, and seems to want to be mine forever. She (really a he), offers what she can to me... but at her own time. By offering, I mean bits of herself, her control.. Not everything I want revolves around what can be gifted to me. I crave more than that. I crave my subs thoughts, emotions, and actions.

Humping, fucking, cumming, touching, eating, sleeping, what they wear, what they buy, when they hang out, punishments..... As much control as I possibly can have over the internet - thats what I want. I crave a long lasting power exchange... I want to be the one Goddess a slut needs to serve, craves to serve.

I am Goddess Lotus. You want me.. come and get me. Let's see if you catch my interest, hold my interest, and meet my standards.

Just one of the many images my pets were privy to over the week. Being between my thighs, even clothed, is a privilege. Smelling my scent, suffocated under my weight.. 

You wish.. you could simply drop your face low, and breathe deeply into my chest, and feel that home... the place where you belong, on your knees.. wanting to worship every inch of my body.

Happy Friday, and if interested in serving, my contact information is everywhere in this blog. Read some more, show your dedication and need to be mine...

-Goddess Lotus

Back to 35 Mins

I'm starting my walking again! I was able to do 2 miles in 35 mins about 5 months ago. lol. Now I need to work on getting to that point, and less time! I decided to be generous and show you what I wear before I get all sweaty..

 
 


Pink was the color chosen today... Oh, I cant wait to have my morning coffee! Now I'm going to work on my World Religions exam.. Just to get it over and done with, as well as start dinner! Busy as a bee, I am.

-Goddess Lotus

The One Ring

"...To rule them all...."

Okay, okay - I'm a geek. lol. As promised, my ring!

Now, if you think this changes my search for submissives? Youre incorrect. I seek that long lasting commitment online with a person wanting to become my property.

The new boy I spoke of in my last post, we'll call him... Doofus, seems very promising. We want the same thing, and he finds me incredibly amazing. Sounds like a keeper?

Oh, and I guess I'll keep my new fiance as well. lol.

I am so very happy.

Thank you for my coffee to celebrate my engagement! You know who you are..

If youre a peeping slut and you want to wish me a congrats for my recent engagement, you may offer an american amazon giftcard to the email kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

More posts soon..

-GoddessLotus

Wow!!!

Last night, my boyfriend proposed!

Talk about cloud 9.

I'm floating, and absolutely happy.

I came across two submissives the day before that seem... amazing and now this.

Everything is falling into place right before my birthday, which is...

November 21st.

You see that little white bitches, sluts, whores?

Goddess Lotus is just.... amazing.

I will create a more informative post after Saturday. My ring will arrive and I will want to share images!!!!

-Goddess Lotus

Today

Today is going to be a long day.