Good morning! Halloween was fairly tame for me. Except for one little boy, he was most certainly feeling the ache I left with him...
I did dress up as Batman! Next year, I want to go a little more in detail, and be just a tad bit sexier. I love planning for Halloween and the holiday season.
In any sense, I asked Fuzzy and Doofus what they were feeling after day 5 of not cumming. Fuzzy was at 8 days when I asked him.
"Remember, remember... the 5th of November."
I know not being able to cum, to feel any type of release is true power over fuzzy here, up above. He has admitted to me that he used to lie other women. I told him now is the time you serve a REAL Domme. And having a connection helps. Whats the point in controlling someone's pleasure if you dont connect with them?
Doofus here... I'm not sure it has sunk in for him yet. Then again, we've both been so entirely busy, he hasnt had the time feel that ache. He also younger than Fuzzy, and for some reason, this is all reminding me of a science experiment.
My little boy T and my cuck D, have been no shows for the past week. I.. I require constant communication. I am an online Dominant, therefore communication and getting to know you is how I control you. I love getting into the mind of my property. I dont think it is too difficult to simply send one message a day, checking in. For T, it is.. his job has him off and doing various things. He has disappeared for months, but came crawling back one time. He told me he would never just leave out of the blue. It's my turn to put trust in him. I build connections and emotions with my property, and it does hurt when I can not spend time with him.
D... I pushed him away in the beginning, and he was adamant in returning. This is his first no show. He has made contact twice, but only with my prompting, stating this is a rough time. Little does he know, it is only the beginning..
If you can go days, weeks, months... without ever feeling the urge to contact me? Youre probably not the submissive for me. I want you to crave me, my voice, my face, ME.
November 5th actually turned out to be a horrible day for me. I'm a preschool teacher, and we were so short staffed on picture day! Just read the message.. He made the day all worth it. <3
Each slut that approaches me is different, offers something different to me. It is my hope that I offer something uniquely different to their life as well. However, I also know that subs come and go, and I'll always continue my search to find that long term total power exchange. Let's hope these boys are in it for the long haul, as I am too...
Mina... There was not point to even include him in my little game. He is so lost, not even I could save him. Although, it is a new year - and new Victoria Secret panties are looking quite nice. Here is one from last year's shopping trip with him.
your face, My ass. Insert. Breathe. Suffocate.
-Goddess Lotus
