XoXo

For some reason, I thought I had made a post in February. So much has happened these last few weeks. School is going great and so is my fitness plan. I am sticking to my goals, and hopefully will see progress in the future. That and my ass looks great in my work out pants!

I've been spoiled and worshiped by my 3 slaves. Doofus is still around, and so is fuzzy wuzzy. I met my newest pet within secondlife and it blossomed naturally and easily into an ownership. He has offered himself to me willingly and openly, and within his submission we both will grow. Talking to my little white boy is one of the high lights of my day, to any of them really. <3

I dont pretend to be anyone else, or some strict leather domme, or some evil cruel mistress. I'm a geek, a preschool teacher, and I love to cook! The wanting to corrupt, tease, and fuck you senseless part of me is only a small part.

I love when I meet a submissive and we simply click; he gets me and I get him. I believe that is what I found within my newest white boy. I do not have a nickname for him, besides old man. Each white slave that approaches me offers me something different in our female led relationship.. Doofus offers me complete control. Fuzzy wuzzy is one sexual beast, chastity keeping him dripping and horny enough to fuck walls... And now, my newest pet. He gives me that constant communication, all day long.. that urge, that desire to tie him tightly, bound and gagged.. (possible through the medium in which we met.)

What I'm trying to say is that I am blessed. Those of you who have continually read my blog know Mina, Steff, Lion.. and so many others that have come into my life and left. Its sad to lose a sub, after bonding and creating a D/s relationship.. it hurts. It's extremely difficult to have what I want through online.

I want deep, dark, sticky.. I want to become an addiction for you, I want to be the reason your cock hardens.. and the ache in your balls for not being allowed to cum. I want to chat all day, when possible, hear about your ups and downs. I want a friendship and your submission. I want your devotion and your loyalty. I want to be your Goddess. Your owner. I want complete control.. or as much as possible over your life.

I ramble - often, and I could go on and on. It's Valentine's day tomorrow. My pets have all given generously - and most importantly? It was their choice. Thank you, mine for all that you have done to make my life better. I certainly hope I brighten your days just as you do mine,

If you would like to offer a valentine gift, you may do so via an American Amazon giftcard to the email kamala_nfe@yahoo.com

Gifting is a power exchange, it is a decision from the sub to offer a way to make my life better. There are those that do not agree, and to each their own. I seek subs that have taken the time to read and get to know me, and understand me - and most all want to serve me.

Have a good one.

-Goddess Lotus
xoxo