Surrender or be Conquered?

I recently asked my little boy, if he wanted to be conquered or to surrender to me. Here is his response.

Mommy asked me to write about whether i would rather surrender or be conquered? And why?

I believe the answer is a combination of the two, as there must be some connection and willingness to surrender ones freedom in the first place.  Without that connection and desire to be owned, the whole process of ownership and submission can come off as a game making the entire act a joke and a total turn off.

My surrendering to Mommy did not start as total surrender but rather began with a desire to serve and submit to Her.  I immediately felt something and knew that She was the Domme I had to kneel before. And commit myself to.

Little by little Mommy, sensing and feeling my devotion, started to take control and kept whittling away at me, until She conquered me and got my total devotion and complete submission.

The fact that it was a gradual power exchange made it all the more real and natural, it was something that I HAD to do, no rather needed to do.  I am now at the point where I am begging Her to take more and more control.  In a sense my surrendering led to my being conquered.

Had I not had a willingness to surrender to Her, I do not know if I would have been able to be conquered by Her.

I have willingly turned over two credit cards and my banking information, as well as placed Her collar in the form of a metal cock ring around what is now Her cock.

So my being conquered started with a willingness to surrender and has grown into something so special and real that I can’t imagine my life without Her.

This is the same little boy I've registered as mine. The same little boy who now wears a cock ring 24/7 to represent his submission and slavery to me. The same boy that offers himself willingly and freely to me. We live very far from one another. There are no real ties holding us together - yet, we remain one. He is the first I've ever trusted with more than my real name, but my location, my family - he is the first of many. The first I've experienced bondage with - he wrapped himself nicely like a present for me.

I hope to discover many firsts with this sweet little slut. It's such a deep power exchange when the sub trusts fully. 

He was at work when the cock ring arrived.

I told him to go to the bathroom and put it on.

I love a good boy that listens.

EXTERMINATE! Geek randomness is my life.

My present - One of the most erotic orgasms I've seen from a boy yet.

Always sunny in Florida..

Kiss my feet...

Keep reading, more to come on Fuzzy in the next post. He's also been a good little boy.

-Goddess Lotus

Myfitnesspal

If you want to keep up to date with my fitness goals, you can download the app myfitnesspal and search for the username GoddessLotus.

I look forward to seeing any boys or Ladies that are also trying to keep up with their fitness goals for this year.

If you would like to offer a gift for future workout gear, you may do so by sending an American amazon.com giftcard to the email kamala_nfe@yahoo.com


-Goddess Lotus

4-2-15 (....Good things comes to those...)

Good morning, Ladies and worms. I just finished a 3 and half mile walk and now settling for some homework.

I recently had a boy approach me, and ask if he could serve me. My blog is the only place were my email and instant messenger services are listed. That means - I expect you to at least read through some of the previous blogs. It's disrespectful not to, and it shows a lack of effort on your part. Why contact me and ask me for my time, when you havent even taken the time to educate yourself on my needs and expectations?


I'm a real person. I dont pretend to be a hard bitch, leather clad, dominatrix. That's not my style. I'm down to earth, geeky, and I tend to care for my property. I'm a loving domme, with a penchant for making my property suffer via chastity.

I also ramble and skip subjects and some how completely miss the point of everything when I post a new blog entry.

:P

In other words, what you see is what you get with me. I currently own two boys, fuzzy and little boy. I'm building a power exchange that will last a life time. Not a week, or a month or two, not even a year or two.

I want to own a man for life. I want to be his solace and happiness. I am engaged, so married men do not hinder me.

I dont want to be your wife, sister, or daughter. I'm your owner, or in lil boy's case, his Mommy. :P <3
Fuzzy has been amazing. He has attempted to try and keep more in contact, and communication open. The more we chat, the more exciting and fun ideas I can come up with to humiliate and tease him further.

Lil boy - He helped me get some work out fear and proper shoes for my walking. Not only that, but almost every time he can, he encourages me to keep moving forward with my goals. <3

Workout gear!

Local lake - Great spot for a Goddess to walk and free her mind

I am starting to love sunglasses. Like LOVE them.

Dont you wish you where here with me?

Lick, suckle, and kiss.... 

What comes to your mind when you see me?

I had a rough couple of weeks, but I am happy to have the boys in my life that love me. I love them. I want to get more active with my images and postings here. Share my happiness with the world!

-Goddess Lotus