It's Fall Ya'll

My favorite time of the year! Kneel and send that american amazon giftcard to nzingha487@gmail.com

-Goddess Lotus

Lucky little bitch.

I received the second key to my slave's chastity device yesterday. Completely helpless, and at my mercy? Isnt he a lucky little butt slut. I'll be mailing one key back tomorrow, in the interest of SSC. It is in an envelope, taped, and certain measures taken so that he can not replicate the seal. His pleasure is mine to do with as I please.
-Goddess Lotus

Weakened will...

Give in, and let that weakness take over. You know exactly what you should be doing - kneeling and groveling. Worship a beautiful Black, superior Goddess such as myself.

You will comply.

Beg for the opportunity to serve and be found useful to Me.
Send the amazon American giftcard to nzingha487@gmail.com

I'm a real Domme with an interest in control, and connection. I want to tear you down, till youre begging Me for more..

Make your offering to Me and then message me on skype, kasai_ or kik copperlotus

-Goddess Lotus

Crave

Yesterday I had my slave dripping. He had just begged to be locked back in his cocklet cage. He mailed me the second key afterwards. Now he is completely at my mercy. We've been trying to figure out a way he cant use the second key, but still have near and dear in case of emergencies.
-Goddess Lotus

Squirm, little worm, squirm.

Send and approach Me.

-Goddess Lotus

Meeting Her Needs

I've been neglecting my self care for a month or so. Yesterday, I decided to get a pedicure as well as a manicure. There are times when a Goddess can be overworked, and simply need that time alone. No subs, no real life, just that Me time everyone eventually needs. Yesterday for about an hour was my Me time. However, once finished it provided a wonderful opportunity to exploit and use my property for my own pleasure.

I love playing little games where in the end, the sub loses. Though, to be honest? Any and all interaction with me is the high light of their day, and they're simply unworthy. Working hard to prove oneself to Me is a daily occurrence and ritual.

A simple game of choose the color I received during my spa day, turned into something so much more. My sub of 5 years was able to know exactly what I wanted before I even gave him the option of meeting that need. I had 3 rewards chosen: 1. $50 more on top of paying for my nails. 2. Sending me BOTH keys to the new cage, for a short time. (Have to remain safe, yet kinky.) 3. $75 more on top of paying for the spa services.

The color was green.

He chose option 2. However upon learning of his reward, he then told me he had already sent me 1 of the keys, trying to surprise me. How fucking cute is that? Knowing exactly what his Goddess would want, before being told? I think a long lasting power exchange should evolve into some form of this through the years.

The very exciting bit of this day? I checked the mail shortly after the conversation, and low behold - there was the key. 

To meet my needs and go above and beyond is what I am seeking in submissives. My kitten is definitely enslaved mentally, physically, and yes emotionally. Although very soon I will hold the keys, literally, to his freedom - I know I control him in a deeper way. His loyalty, devotion, and submission is apparent in how eager he is... to please me in every way possible. I believe that is what every submissive should strive to do, if they are seeking long term submission with a powerful woman. 

If interested in knowing more about me and my domination style, approach with an American Amazon gift card to the email nzingha487@gmail.com, then message me on skype: kasai_

-Goddess Lotus

New Toy Alert!

kitten received his new cocklet cage about a week ago. We  bought it during a sale, and he says the fit is comfortable for daily use. As well as easy to clean.

I do miss the aesthetic of the plastic lock with numbers, however this has a more refined sense. He's such a good weak white sissy, dont you agree? We restarted the clock on his orgasm denial, as I played with him some last week.

Curious to experience the highs and the lows of ownership? Approach me.

-Goddess Lotus

White boys, dont be shy.

I'll help you find your true purpose in this ugly world. Approach and beg to serve a Black Woman.

Yeah, no one cares what sissy white sluts are doing. I know youre here to see ME.

Go ahead, weak little worm.. Crawl to me.

Branded White Sissy

Almost fell into that hole where I dont post for months. Funny, considering its been months since I let my kitten enjoy independence in his orgasms.

Just a few images of the little slut's chastity and sissy progress since June. Even though time gets in the way, we manage to carve a slice for us at least once a week. I think thats one of the massive hurdles, being able to find time in two busy schedules. However, anything worth having you'll have to work for me.

And, yes, he works for Me. 

Want to discover how you can serve an amazing ebony bbw Goddess? Send an American Amazon giftcard to the email nzingha487@gmail.com

Approach me, on your knees, and we can start a conversation.

Good luck.

-Goddess Lotus

Plugged: Lovense 1st Review

This slave is owned by Goddess Copperlotus. Written by kittenbitch, June 15th, 2019.

Today was the day where this slut was going to try out the Hush remote controlled butt plug with Goddess. The package arrived Thursday in a plain brown box, with the mail guy from work handing it to me and saying, “you never get anything, here you go”.  I immediately knew what it was. I told Goddess and then placed it in my backpack where once home I would open it up. Upon opening the box, there was another box, this time plain white.  Inside this box, was the box for the Hush plug. I opened that box and there it was. I removed the plug from the box and felt how firm it was, this would be larger than any plug I had used.  I removed the instructions and manual and began to charge the device. While that was happening, I downloaded the app that would allow Goddess to control it and setup an account as instructed to.  I invited Goddess to be able to control the device and we were set, or so I thought.

Goddess instructed me to insert the plug and film the process for Her.  I lubed it up, removed my shorts and boxers and began to insert it. I got it ¾ of the way in, removed it, applied more lube and tried again.  I managed to get more of it in this time, but when I tried to sit, it became painful.  It wasn’t that is was longer than my other plug, although it was, but it was fatter by about 50%.  I could hold it in, but stroking, filming and cumming would be difficult. This was turning into a full on production. I tried to insert it again, but still could not get it in all the way and what I was able to get it, hurt.  Goddess fully understood, although we both were disappointed and said that we would work up to the size.

So now I sit plugged with my smaller plug writing about my misadventures with Hush.  I look forward to working up to its size and being at the mercy of Goddess and the remote plug I would wear proudly for Her.

New white boy..

There's a new white boy, and he's locked up. There's a beautiful little app, chastikey, that makes it rather difficult for him to attain the key. This is going to be fun...

-Goddess Lotus

Uncaged

Again, a blog post from the perspective of my kitten. This was written May 27th, 2019
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Owned by Goddess CopperLotus

Goddess had freed my locked cocklet after 36 days. This is the longest period of time She had ever

kept it caged. During this time of confinement I was made to wear panties as further

humiliation and a reminder of my place in Her world. I grew more submissive with each passing

day of not being able to get hard when thinking about Her, as well as the constant reminder

that I would have to sit down to pee and pull down my panties. 

In the past, Goddess had said that I would be locked for a day or so, but I was always told in

advance of when I would be freed. This time was different, there was no preset duration. It was

all at Her discretion (as is everything I do) and I must say, it was totally erotic. The idea of not

knowing for how long I would be locked was such a turn on that it made me want to serve and

please Goddess all the more.

When Goddess told me to unlock myself the other day I felt relief knowing that my cocklet

would be once again have the ability to get hard when dreaming or thinking of Her.

The experience has reinforced my desire to serve Goddess and has heightened my submissive

feelings towards Her. I know that this freedom can be taken away at any moment and that too

is highly erotic.

Approach and beg

Send your first offering of an american amazon giftcard to my email, nzingha487@gmail.com

Beg to know how you can be of service to me.

-Goddess Lotus

Hello dear whites! I promised to tease and tantalize, so keeping up my end of the bargain. kittenbitch has been locked for almost a month. You know what that means? Time to start his anal training!

little white kitten, locked, and sissified for my absolute pleasure

There has one been one boy who leaves, comes back, leaves - and its his age. Young subs are always afraid of the deep end. 

But in the end, they succumb to someone naturally more powerful than themselves. I want white boys and girls to know I am a safe place for conversation, play, and kink. I'm 100 percent real, not fake, and seeking a total power exchange.

Go ahead and approach me if youre courageous enough to wander down the rabbit hole...

-Goddess Lotus

Friendship in D/s: Is it possible?

The best part about BDSM, is there it can come in so many variations. Each Domme has their style, and each sub has their own way to submit. It's the joining of the two, and making that power exchange last that lead to a wonderful journey. My question to the community, is.. Can friendship and D/s work well together? There are some that enjoy topping 24/7, being as strict as possible, as rough as possible - without ever taking a step back. And there are some who enjoy 'scenes'. These are moments of kink and play, and after the moment has finished, aftercare and general respectful banter is welcomed. 

I am sure there are a myriad of ways friendship and D/s can be influenced and shared with one another. I only have MY opinion to work from, but would love to hear from Ladies and boys alike on their take. I have owned kittenbitch for around 5 years now. Not only are we in a total power exchange, but we're friends. I genuinely care about his life, goals, problems, issues, etc. The same could be said for him, I am sure. I find great pleasure in knowing that if I need to call him at work to vent about stupid shit, I can. There is always a line of respect, a sense of authority over him, but it isnt forced. It's natural, and just chatting is a major part of our relationship. Keeps him on his toes for when I flip the script and begin to play/tease at MY discretion.

I've found that when I try to enter into this dynamic with others, to get to to know them, they half expect me to just be harsh/cruel/mistress throughout the entirety of the conversation. For me, that is exhausting. I want someone that understands that friendship is possible within a power exchange, and that I'm a real domme looking for another obedient real submissive. The lifestyle and kink of financial domination isnt a way for me to make money - its a way that I strip away another's control and independence. It is very possible, for me, to make the two sides of the coin work. If there is a sub interested in serving, all he need do is approach.

I am unsure if I am rambling, or if this blog came out to a cohesive thought.. Can friendship and D/s work well in BDSM?

-Goddess Lotus

life of a kitten part 2

The next post is from my online slave, kittenbitch. He wanted to share some of his progress for any whites reading.

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Today, I find myself wearing a cock cage, with a shaved crotch and thighs and toenails that are

painted with clear polish. My finances are no longer my own and the woman that I call Goddess

controls my life.

Although I am not wearing my cock ring or panties at this moment, that is how my submission

started. Goddess wanted me to wear Her collar and instead of opting for the traditional one

around the neck, She decided on something a bit more discrete but still very effective, my cock

ring. You have seen a photo of it, it is a little heavy, made from metal with a braid going around

it. It is just tight enough to remind me that even my cock is not my own anymore.

Over time, Goddess and I purchased panties for me to wear, not every day, but to fulfill Her

desires to remind me on occasion, that I was no longer a man in the real sense of the word.

At first my crotch was not shaved and from time to time, I was commanded to wear my cock

cage (the CB-6000). While this was humiliating and humbling, Goddess did not stop there, She

wanted me to shave to further remind me of my place in Her world.

From a shaved crotch we progressed to painting my nails and shaving my thighs, continuing my

submissive journey.

It has now been seven days that I have been caged and it serves as a constant reminder that this

cocklet belongs to Goddess and only She has the power to let it free.

Overwhelmed

It'll be the best decision you ever made.

Dont be shy, approach.

-Goddess Lotus

The right answer

I am a woman that enjoys a total power exchange with my property. That means once trust is established both ways, we work towards me having as much control as possible. I have reached that with my hubby subby and my kitten.There's something powerful in demanding something, and having it given without hesitation. Thee's something powerless in giving, submitting to the will of the one you wish to serve.

It can be addicting...

I told him I needed a credit card. No doubt, no worries, absolute trust. In fact, he willingly offered one, and asked to make sure it was what I wanted. I've spent years conditioning, training, and guiding this white boy to be what I need and desire. It takes connection and willingness on both sides to do something absolutely scary, to hand yourself over to another person. It takes trust and loyalty to make it work for years.

A true total power exchange doesnt develop overnight. Its a connection of a sub and Domme thats been tested, and proven to be safe, sane, and consensual. I've had 2 subs approach me, curious about TPE. For some odd reason, they disappear after the conversation - but keep returning weeks later.
I dont really know what's going on in their little thought process - but let me tell you boys, if you end up reading this. I'm going nowhere. What I offer will remain, and what I demand will remain.You either bend to my will, or you move along and play little games with a woman that doesnt care.

Though, if you are an honest..and curious boy? Curious to know what measures I take to bring a boy to his knees, and crawl after me day after day.. Begging.. "How can I be of service, Goddess?"..

Approach, with an American Amazon giftcard sent to nzingha487@gmail.com

I look forward to seeing you.

Time to get to work

I'm always telling a sub to come check out my blog. I think it is high time I start posting once more. I'm on the computer daily, and it's just me being a Goddess. I have two good white boys taking care of me, that I forget that others want to serve as well.

If interested in approaching me, my kik is Copperlotus.

Send an american amazon giftcard to the email nzingha487@gmail.com

You need to start your morning like my kitten here.

Owned, kneeling, in worship to Me. Let's start your Monday off  the right way.

-Goddess Lotus