Saturday, May 4, 2019

life of a kitten part 2

The next post is from my online slave, kittenbitch. He wanted to share some of his progress for any whites reading.

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Today, I find myself wearing a cock cage, with a shaved crotch and thighs and toenails that are
painted with clear polish. My finances are no longer my own and the woman that I call Goddess
controls my life.
Although I am not wearing my cock ring or panties at this moment, that is how my submission
started. Goddess wanted me to wear Her collar and instead of opting for the traditional one
around the neck, She decided on something a bit more discrete but still very effective, my cock
ring. You have seen a photo of it, it is a little heavy, made from metal with a braid going around
it. It is just tight enough to remind me that even my cock is not my own anymore.
Over time, Goddess and I purchased panties for me to wear, not every day, but to fulfill Her
desires to remind me on occasion, that I was no longer a man in the real sense of the word.
At first my crotch was not shaved and from time to time, I was commanded to wear my cock
cage (the CB-6000). While this was humiliating and humbling, Goddess did not stop there, She
wanted me to shave to further remind me of my place in Her world.
From a shaved crotch we progressed to painting my nails and shaving my thighs, continuing my
submissive journey.
It has now been seven days that I have been caged and it serves as a constant reminder that this
cocklet belongs to Goddess and only She has the power to let it free.

Monday, April 15, 2019

Overwhelmed



It'll be the best decision you ever made.

Dont be shy, approach.

-Goddess Lotus

Thursday, April 11, 2019

The right answer

I am a woman that enjoys a total power exchange with my property. That means once trust is established both ways, we work towards me having as much control as possible. I have reached that with my hubby subby and my kitten.There's something powerful in demanding something, and having it given without hesitation. Thee's something powerless in giving, submitting to the will of the one you wish to serve.

It can be addicting...


I told him I needed a credit card. No doubt, no worries, absolute trust. In fact, he willingly offered one, and asked to make sure it was what I wanted. I've spent years conditioning, training, and guiding this white boy to be what I need and desire. It takes connection and willingness on both sides to do something absolutely scary, to hand yourself over to another person. It takes trust and loyalty to make it work for years.

A true total power exchange doesnt develop overnight. Its a connection of a sub and Domme thats been tested, and proven to be safe, sane, and consensual. I've had 2 subs approach me, curious about TPE. For some odd reason, they disappear after the conversation - but keep returning weeks later.
I dont really know what's going on in their little thought process - but let me tell you boys, if you end up reading this. I'm going nowhere. What I offer will remain, and what I demand will remain.You either bend to my will, or you move along and play little games with a woman that doesnt care.

Though, if you are an honest..and curious boy? Curious to know what measures I take to bring a boy to his knees, and crawl after me day after day.. Begging.. "How can I be of service, Goddess?"..

Approach, with an American Amazon giftcard sent to nzingha487@gmail.com

I look forward to seeing you.

Monday, April 8, 2019

Time to get to work

I'm always telling a sub to come check out my blog. I think it is high time I start posting once more. I'm on the computer daily, and it's just me being a Goddess. I have two good white boys taking care of me, that I forget that others want to serve as well.

If interested in approaching me, my kik is Copperlotus.

Send an american amazon giftcard to the email nzingha487@gmail.com

You need to start your morning like my kitten here.



Owned, kneeling, in worship to Me. Let's start your Monday off  the right way.

-Goddess Lotus

Sunday, April 1, 2018

Whew.

Its been one crazy year. My mother passed.

Its been a slow depression, but finally seeing some light.

Thank you to the whites that serve and worship me, knowing I'm a real person. I have a life that doesnt involve little white peckers.

If youd like to cheer me up, you may offer an american amazon giftcard to the email nzingha487@gmail.com

I am making an effort to get up and do the things I love. So more posts from me once again.

-Goddess Lotus

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

A Star Was Born

I welcome Aurora into the world on November 11th!

Now, my boobs hurt.

-Goddess Lotus

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Due Date

So, all moved in and very close to my due date! I'm just settling in and cleaning and waiting. I'm inducing if she doesnt make an appearance in a week.


So, basically my last few moments before I have to share everything with a greedy milk monster!
I am planning a pedicure, tomorrow, as well as a lunch sometime next week.

So if youre reading and wanking, and feel the urge to submit to a superior black Goddess - youre in the right place. Get on your knees and beg to make my life easier and more comfortable.

-Goddess Lotus