It's been a busy little week. It seemed last week was on the best of the year. An eventful time within my every day life, and in my kink. I had sent a boy away, because even though he gifted, he seemed aloof.. He seemed like he had little interest. It was only about two weeks later when that boy crawled back to me, begging for me to reconsider, that he was indeed interested in my style of dominance.
That has maybe happened once or twice. I love being treated as the Goddess I really am, I love being the ONE woman a boy wants to offer his submission to. THAT makes it special, and gives me such a power rush. He is currently under consideration, and seems to be filling the role of my little cuck quite nicely.
Then there's the one I nicknamed my fuzzy. He found me, but decided I was a findom, and went to serve other woman. Silly little boys, that seem to think because I want ultimate control, total power exchange, and to be spoiled.. that I am a findom. First thing first...
I am not a Findomme not am I a ProDomme.
I am me. I am geeky, loving, caring, sometimes strict, and I adore communicating as often as I can with my property. I do not ask for your money in exchange for services, hell, I do NOT ask for money.
I offer opportunities for a slave or a sub to show their obedience, their loyalty, their devotion, their need to take care of me, to see me smile, to buy that coffee that I need on a groggy day.. Or to pay for my oil change, making sure my car is up to date. Those things, to me.. represent a total power exchange, as well as many other different ways they choose to offer up control. I choose my boys by their intellect, their personality, and their willingness to give me their trust and submission. I choose my boys by how we connect, the sparks that fly between us... and their seeing through whatever the BDSM community has drilled into their mind, and seeing ME.
That brings me to my newest pest, Doofus. He sees me for me. I love his intelligence, his complete need to obey, and yet, that he needs that space to finish his studies, etc. I'm a real person, with a real and busy life. I expect my subs to be the same. He has been an amazing sub thus far, even with making sure he was punished himself for completely disappointing me. That, among many other reasons.. I feel that he will fit just nicely along side me for quite some time.
Mina, my shitty little girl, is still the one slave I have owned for over a year, and seems to want to be mine forever. She (really a he), offers what she can to me... but at her own time. By offering, I mean bits of herself, her control.. Not everything I want revolves around what can be gifted to me. I crave more than that. I crave my subs thoughts, emotions, and actions.
Humping, fucking, cumming, touching, eating, sleeping, what they wear, what they buy, when they hang out, punishments..... As much control as I possibly can have over the internet - thats what I want. I crave a long lasting power exchange... I want to be the one Goddess a slut needs to serve, craves to serve.
I am Goddess Lotus. You want me.. come and get me. Let's see if you catch my interest, hold my interest, and meet my standards.
Just one of the many images my pets were privy to over the week. Being between my thighs, even clothed, is a privilege. Smelling my scent, suffocated under my weight..
You wish.. you could simply drop your face low, and breathe deeply into my chest, and feel that home... the place where you belong, on your knees.. wanting to worship every inch of my body.
Happy Friday, and if interested in serving, my contact information is everywhere in this blog. Read some more, show your dedication and need to be mine...
-Goddess Lotus
