Images

I was just made aware that all my previously posted images no longer show up on my blog. I am not quite sure how to fix that issue.

Sucks.

However, I plan to be around for a very long time, so my future posts will become my past posts.. And those images are showing.

There is more to me and my domination than a picture. My words and interactions with a boy are what really effect the mind.

Sorry to those only interested in perving and not serving.

-Goddess Lotus

Still here!

I've been busy preparing for the holidays and making sure my bitches stay in line. No fear, Goddess Lotus is still here.

I miss posting regularly. I'll find the time soon enough.

-Goddess Lotus

It's Morphin Time!!!

Sooooooo. My bday was an absolute success! I was off the entire time as well as a week into Thanksgiving. I was able to relax and enjoy time with friends and family. Here are some images from my bday, and Thanksgiving... and one extra to make you drool.

My bday theme was Mustache! Everyone wore a mustache. lol. The end. Was silly and fun!

My mom and fiance got together to get me a new tv! I watch a shit ton of movies and series, so it was the perfect gift! Literally, no help from any boys.. just my family. <3

Every year on my bday, I put up my Christmas tree! It was about 5am, and I was sleepy as fuck!

Atlas said he would help..... lol

And so did Stormy! lol. Yes, my house was a wreck that morning. I had shit everywhere. lol.

Now skipping to Thanksgiving! I had baked turkey and this is a pic of the fried turkey. Quite yummy and delicious!

And the pic to make you drool... It's okay, you want to wake to this every morning.. Knowing its your place to simply suffocate beneath me.

There is so much more to my life and time spent with my property than I share here. I had one boy approach me, and I didnt feel like playing games.. I simply told him what I expected. He said my blog never showed how deep and dark I can truly go with a boy.

Of course, the blog is here to simply allow me my creative freedom to share with those unsure of their own needs and wants. 

My boys were amazing for my bday. Doofus, well.. he has relinquished complete control over to me. I own his everything. Such an amazing and sweet gift, to be able to take what I want from him at will.

My old man, fuzzy wuzzy, has surprised me more than once with his loyalty and generosity. We are working towards complete and total control.

Mina - failing as usual. Though, he and his wife are having a difficult time. I understand that real life ALWAYS comes first. He will return, and he will be subservient and pleasing when he does..

Well, oh yeah! It's Morpin Time!!!!!

I loved the Power Rangers growing up, the originals. Yep, I'm a geek.. I'm weird. I'm honest. I'm real.

I want to fuck you over, build you into my perfect slave.. meant to serve and worship me. A true black goddess that isnt afraid of being silly, loving, caring.. yet dominant, controlling, strict.

Ya either want to serve ME or you dont. Good luck figuring out what you want.. lol.

-Goddess Lotus

Update coming soon

My birthday, thanksgiving.. and so much more.. lol. I've been a really busy Goddess. Keep checking back, update coming soon.


And yes, my sluts stayed true to the end of the challenge.

-Goddess Lotus

Closer..

As we get closer to my special day, I've become closer to two very special little boys. Communicating and spending time with my property is one of my favorite things to do. You can get into a boy's mind, and own him completely with just a few simple words...

Two other boys that started this monthly challenge, have since..disappeared. It happens, its online domination.

My focus then is settled upon those that REMAIN faithful, loyal, and obedient. They deserve my affections, my lust, my attention.

Doofus, Fuzzy? You boys are amazing. It's almost time.. Your aching, suffering, and whimpering is all for my pleasure.

November 21st.

Count down to the day you can celebrate my birthday, and feel the pressure in your balls release... For some odd reason, I just love keeping a white boy in chastity.

-Goddess Lotus

Remember, remember the 5th of November

Good morning! Halloween was fairly tame for me. Except for one little boy, he was most certainly feeling the ache I left with him...
I did dress up as Batman! Next year, I want to go a little more in detail, and be just a tad bit sexier. I love planning for Halloween and the holiday season.

In any sense, I asked Fuzzy and Doofus what they were feeling after day 5 of not cumming. Fuzzy was at 8 days when I asked him.

"Remember, remember... the 5th of November."

 








I know not being able to cum, to feel any type of release is true power over fuzzy here, up above. He has admitted to me that he used to lie other women. I told him now is the time you serve a REAL Domme. And having a connection helps. Whats the point in controlling someone's pleasure if you dont connect with them?

Doofus here... I'm not sure it has sunk in for him yet. Then again, we've both been so entirely busy, he hasnt had the time feel that ache. He also younger than Fuzzy, and for some reason, this is all reminding me of a science experiment. 

My little boy T and my cuck D, have been no shows for the past week. I.. I require constant communication. I am an online Dominant, therefore communication and getting to know you is how I control you. I love getting into the mind of my property. I dont think it is too difficult to simply send one message a day, checking in. For T, it is.. his job has him off and doing various things. He has disappeared for months, but came crawling back one time. He told me he would never just leave out of the blue. It's my turn to put trust in him. I build connections and emotions with my property, and it does hurt when I can not spend time with him.

D... I pushed him away in the beginning, and he was adamant in returning. This is his first no show. He has made contact twice, but only with my prompting, stating this is a rough time. Little does he know, it is only the beginning..

If you can go days, weeks, months... without ever feeling the urge to contact me? Youre probably not the submissive for me. I want you to crave me, my voice, my face, ME.

November 5th actually turned out to be a horrible day for me. I'm a preschool teacher, and we were so short staffed on picture day! Just read the message.. He made the day all worth it. <3

Each slut that approaches me is different, offers something different to me. It is my hope that I offer something uniquely different to their life as well. However, I also know that subs come and go, and I'll always continue my search to find that long term total power exchange. Let's hope these boys are in it for the long haul, as I am too...

Mina... There was not point to even include him in my little game. He is so lost, not even I could save him. Although, it is a new year - and new Victoria Secret panties are looking quite nice. Here is one from last year's shopping trip with him.

your face, My ass. Insert. Breathe. Suffocate.

-Goddess Lotus

T.M.N.T.

Best part about being a preschool teacher? I can wear my geek attire proudly, and children love it!

Ready for anything!

-Goddess Lotus