Lucky enough..

For those that are lucky enough to see me on cam.. They know I have two kitties, Stormageddon, or Stormy for short. She is my girl kitty, and very regal.. Then there is Atlas, the boy kitty. He is... odd. lol.

I am not a bitchy leather domme, or even a cruel strict princess... I am a Goddess, geeky, cute, a little strange at times.. but %100 Domme.

I do love to share moments of my life that arent even kinky, and I love hearing the same from boys.. Considering I seek a long term partnership, we very well can not talk about my tits and your dick 24/7.. It's good to get to know the Domme youre interested in serving.

Since the silly insult of before, I figured I should give the blog a little insight into my life.. The boys that chat with me in hopes of being mine, offer their gifts? They get a closer look into my life than anyone, and in return..? I enjoy their submission and their life.

Here is Stormy climbing across my chest as I type on my laptop.. Silly little girl, thinking anywhere is her pillow.

-Goddess Lotus

Insulting.

First of all, I do not charge anything. I require gifts. I do not set amounts, I do not exchange anything... If a boy feels the urge to care, adore, worship me? 

It is HIS choice.

That gives me immense pleasure. Is it my only pleasure? No.. Chastity, tease and denial, total power exchange.. These are a few of the many reasons I am a Dominant. In the end, it is always the submissive's CHOICE.. to give up that control, to submit, to worship, adore.. spoil.

That pleases me.. 

Tasks for money is not something I seek. Then it becomes a business, a professional level.. impersonal.. An exchange of services. DO NOT EVER say that is what I seek.. 

I want to break a man down, then build him back in MY image. Create a submissive, a slave, a man for my use. I seek something that is hard to find, a long lasting female led relationship.. Where I am ruler, boss, head honcho, Goddess, and the one and only Domme for that pet.

-Goddess Lotus

What I did yesterday...

                                             


I needed some new bras and to be resized. I've been wearing a 46 DDD, but finding that my breasts come out of the bottom of the bra. The store clerk hinted that I was wearing the wrong size, so she took my measurements. THOSE measurements were still incorrect, she came up with 46 DD.

After bra, after bra I finally found my correct size...

Soooooooo fucking annoying, trying on as many sizes as I could to make sure I was purchasing the right size.

 
  

 But in the end, it was worth it. However, now I have a bill for the support I need for my 'girls'. If youre a boy that has drooled over my profile and blog, that has served me once already.. and still drooling, you may offer a

 Lane Bryant gift card to the email kamala_nfe@yahoo.com
Sending Goddess a Lane Bryant Gift Card

Or a Gift Rocket to the email kamala_nfe@yahoo.com
Sending Goddess a Gift Rocket

And yes, there is always my Amazon if those two are not a choice, or all three.
Kamala_nfe@yahoo.com
Sending Goddess an American Amazon Gift Card


I love sharing my life with my submissives, and I love being apart of theirs.. That power exchange of control where a boy feels the urge to care and provide for a superior being, a Goddess above others... That's what I am seeking in a boy that wishes to send one of these gifts.

If you do not understand, nor wish to partake? Please do run along.. Everyone will form their own opinion. I am simply looking for like minded individuals who understand BLACK is best, BEAUTIFUL, and deserves to be worshiped..

-Goddess Lotus

Pool side!

Living in Florida has it's perks.. One of which being it fucking hot! So, went to the pool today! All that was mission was one or two white bitches worshiping and treating me as the Goddess I am!

Currently...

Steff left me.

Lion disappeared.

And Mina is up in the air.. and cant be trusted.



Online most certainly has it's disadvantages. The level of control I seek cant be reached as deeply as I want, because my hold...cant be as strong as I'd like. Then again, could be because I just havent met the right submissive that can go the long route, can stand with me for many years to come.

I do not seek a one time fling, nor a year or two.. I want to build a life long connection, a total power exchange with someone that understands me for me. Most boys that approach me only want to wank or to see what I can do for them.

Few boys approach me to see what they can do for ME. And those that have seemed interested run at the first mention of a gift.

When a gift is offered, it is because that submissive wants to serve and meet MY needs. I do not offer professional services, nor do I offer a pay for play. I am a GODDESS and I expect means of worship in american amazon giftcards and when the time comes, paypal. I do not beg, nor do I demand... through a complete power exchange, my pet makes the conscious decision to OFFER those things to me. That in itself fills me with pleasure.

Gifting your Goddess is not about a fair trade or exchange. It is not about offering to pay and receiving something. It IS about wanting to please a Woman, about adoring Her, wanting to spoil Her, make Her life easier, serving Her, without your needs coloring your service. Sexual favors are not granted for gifts of money, nor are skin shows. Gifts are a part of showing your devotion, your obedience, not all are about money. you offer to pay because you know you need to, it completes you to know that your Goddess lives well...in part because of you directly.

Hopefully I'll find boys that understand me and wish to push their boundaries and see how far we can go...

There comes..

A time when a Domme must say good bye to her property.


Good bye, Steff.


I love and miss you.

...Sweetness

You wake up...and tug on the restraints that secure you ever so nicely to the bed... The first thing you see? Me.. Standing over you...

"Time for breakfast..."

You must be wondering, what did you do to deserve a Goddess like myself, let alone a taste of the sweetness between my thighs...

Yawns

Morning! It's been a long couple of days. My Lion has been gone longer than a week, but should return today or the next day. Been missing his little pale ass...

My Steff has been busy with work, so can chat some.. but not the long conversations we're used to. I miss his little bitch ass as well...

My Mina has been a lying whore, and for some reason I'm still allowing him the privilege of serving me... Perhaps because everyone makes mistakes. However if it becomes the second time around?.....Wont be good for him..

And last but not least, Hix. He is a boy that has come around often.. But I've sinced he was playing games. Last night he surprised me with a little amazon gift, and basically said... This isnt a game.

Boys, that's what WE ladies want to hear. We want to know that youre for real, that youre truly interested, not just playing wank a dick until you get bored...

Make sure youre approaching a woman having read anything you can about her to impress her. At least have some form of knowledge on what she expects... THAT will separate you from the riff raff.

-Lotus