Lion disappeared.
And Mina is up in the air.. and cant be trusted.
Online most certainly has it's disadvantages. The level of control I seek cant be reached as deeply as I want, because my hold...cant be as strong as I'd like. Then again, could be because I just havent met the right submissive that can go the long route, can stand with me for many years to come.
I do not seek a one time fling, nor a year or two.. I want to build a life long connection, a total power exchange with someone that understands me for me. Most boys that approach me only want to wank or to see what I can do for them.
Few boys approach me to see what they can do for ME. And those that have seemed interested run at the first mention of a gift.
When a gift is offered, it is because that submissive wants to serve and meet MY needs. I do not offer professional services, nor do I offer a pay for play. I am a GODDESS and I expect means of worship in american amazon giftcards and when the time comes, paypal. I do not beg, nor do I demand... through a complete power exchange, my pet makes the conscious decision to OFFER those things to me. That in itself fills me with pleasure.
Gifting your Goddess is not about a fair trade or exchange. It is not about offering to pay and receiving something. It IS about wanting to please a Woman, about adoring Her, wanting to spoil Her, make Her life easier, serving Her, without your needs coloring your service. Sexual favors are not granted for gifts of money, nor are skin shows. Gifts are a part of showing your devotion, your obedience, not all are about money. you offer to pay because you know you need to, it completes you to know that your Goddess lives well...in part because of you directly.
Hopefully I'll find boys that understand me and wish to push their boundaries and see how far we can go...
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