That is all. Studying hard.
I've been having a wonderful new year. My 3 subs are serving me well. There's something about controlling someone, not just their actions. But controlling their thoughts and emotions.. That completes me.
My white boy, the new boy. He is amazing. He understands me for me and how goofy I can be, yet sensual, and dominating. I love not having to pretend to be anything Im not.
Fuzzy is loyal and deeply sensual. I havent spent much time with him due to my mid terms, and work, and marital issues. But life will always come first - then ME.
Doofus. I almost let him go, simply because he seem uninterested. I have no issues admitting that I crave attention. I love it, being the center of your world. And when our constant communication almost shrivels up and dies, I get worried. Though, luckily for him? He broke down..expressed his feelings, and we moved forward.
I have a Goddess complex, where I want to be important, and matter to my submissives. I want to guide, train, and love my property. I seek deep, unyielding, and dark new depths. I want long term and a complete power exchange.
So far? I think I've hit the jack pot.
School is going great. I will admit, February I ate out often. This month, I sticking to two times a week. I am working out and sticking to my goals.
I love my submissives. I love myself. I ask that anyone reading this, take a chance. Approach that Domme youre afraid of, or just do something you never wouldve thought you could do.
I love being a Domme. I love controlling white men. I love being superior and amazing.
Smile and live life.
-Goddess Lotus
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