Let's go bananas!

My little bunny, Steff, really dislikes bananas. His taste buds may be a little off, considering his steady diet of his own cum he has been eating. (He doesnt know that fruits make your cum sweeter...) Well, to the point - I LOVVVVVVVVEEEEEE bananas. Whether fresh, dried, frozen, and sometimes even in delicious smoothies.

Yesterday, after a yummy chicken curry for lunch, I had a hankering for a delightfully creamy, sweet treat.
I also learned how to take screen shots on my phone, so here is the result!

A very small power exchange, that happened in the course of a few minutes. Being playful and sweet is just as much as important in training a pet that will be beside you for the long run...

A small lesson well learned, and such a 'sweet' way to treat and appreciate all that I am to him. There are so many people who despise findom, and think it is only for fakes making a quick buck. It sets a bad name for the Dommes and subs who are truly seeking that TPE (total power exchange) relationship.

Hopefully, some of those close minded individuals will stumble across this, and see the potential of financial domination as a fetish..

-Lotus

Bow down and WORSHIP

Become 100 % Addicted.

I'm the only Me, I can be.

You can only experience this life one time.

Make the most of it.

Dont be afraid to take that leap into the unknown...

Have a little faith.

Kneel. Beg. Paradise.

-The Lotus

Forever and Always

Have a marvelous Monday!!!!!!!

Separation

As with any relationship, there comes a moment where you are separated from your partner. Could be a business trip, a family vacation that is needed away from your new beau, that takes you from your new found comfort zone. It happens often between a Domme and a submissive in the internet reality of BDSM.

My steff found himself out of his comfort zone for the month of January as he needed to take leave, and therefore unable to see me as often.

I asked him, how did this make you feel?

Most, if not all of the submissives tend to have a significant other that do not know of their.. true nature. The way I see it, youre lying to her either way. She does not know of what makes you tick, what breaks you down to your core of a man, and builds you into what you truly are. The submissive male in hiding is trapped, and caged - and it is freedom, release, power in being who he really is with his chosen Domme.

If this were another life.. another world.. And possibly such an open minded populace, we wouldnt have these issues.

Nevertheless, it is my duty, my privilege - take this boy in hiding, and show him the man he was truly meant to be.. The submissive, the servant, the slut - he was born to be.

There is nothing to feel guilty about in that respect.

-Lotus

Happy Friday!

Hope everyone has a fantastical Friday! 

I know this Goddess will!

-Lotus

30 and Up!

My pet Steff has been in chastity since December 7th, 2013. Today, January 6th, 2014, the lucky bloke was allowed to explode for Me. That makes a little over 30 days. It was a first myself and for him. Though, I asked him to tell me how this journey has made him feel.

It was fun, reminding him every day of his self denial for my pleasure. There was fun in the act, but also in the knowledge of knowing he suffered. 

      Chastity can indeed be a punishment for some, but for Steff, we found it as way to express his desire to please my every need. We found it to free him, more so than we couldve ever thought. Some days I did struggle with the want to just let him explode... to end his torment, and to revel in the power to bring him to his knees. I used to consider an orgasm as the greatest compliment a man could give a woman.

        This experience with Steff changed that opinion somewhat. Knowing that I trusted him not to touch without permission, cum without permission... Made our bond stronger, made it more real to me. I knew that with every passing day he was becoming more subservient, docile, and trained to understand who was BOSS in his life.

Me.

I asked him how it felt to cum after all of this time...

Needless to say, I look forward to emptying his balls...

His cum tax for being allowed to orgasm.

-The Lotus

January Tributes

There is one in here from Dec 30, so it gets an honorable mention.

Mina getting his Goddess some coffee.

Diego approached and offered tribute.

Diego wanted to empty his wallet to a superior Goddess. He is a firm believer in blacks are more powerful, more beautiful, than any race. He worships his wife's many black lovers, and then returns to worship ME. A good friend, and I wish him luck in his training to being the best white boy possible.

-The Lotus

"Happy"

Good boys make Goddess "Happy".

-Lotus

Happy New Year!

2013 was very good to me in terms of finding my personal submissives. I was lucky enough to stumble upon two men - Mina Pomeray and Pet Steff.

Both were discoveries that just seemed to be right at the time for me. I wasnt looking for anyone special or in particular, and each just popped up. I met Mina first, when she visited my home sometime in early August.
I met Steff sometime in early November, and that was an interesting meeting.

It's a new year, with new troubles, new aspirations, and a new beginning. I look forward to owning my property for a long time, and I'm excited to enter into a new year, and look forward to many more.

There is a lovely little site, slaveregister.com
I registered my property as a Christmas gift - and it was the best gift ever. Now their number can be placed on collars, coffee mugs, anything to remind them of their Owner.

Pet Steff

Mina Pomeray

I look forward to so much more with them in the coming year.

-Lotus

Christmas from Steff!

First and foremost, I had my little pet steff for the month of December, so that he could add to his monthly tribute. He was able to save a generous amount to spoil the wonderful Domme in his life - ME!

His savings

Initial tribute

Though honestly, what really made the gift extra special? On Christmas morning, when I woke - it was to a lovely little email. My pet had entrusted me with his log in details for Second Life. 

Just.... wow....

It wasnt fake, he didnt change it the next day - and it's a sign of his trust. THAT is what makes an owner happy - knowing your submissive/slave/pet trusts you.

<3

I hope everyone had a lovely Christmas and a lovely New Year! More posts coming soon!

-Lotus