Monday, January 6, 2014

30 and Up!

My pet Steff has been in chastity since December 7th, 2013. Today, January 6th, 2014, the lucky bloke was allowed to explode for Me. That makes a little over 30 days. It was a first myself and for him. Though, I asked him to tell me how this journey has made him feel.

It was fun, reminding him every day of his self denial for my pleasure. There was fun in the act, but also in the knowledge of knowing he suffered. 

      Chastity can indeed be a punishment for some, but for Steff, we found it as way to express his desire to please my every need. We found it to free him, more so than we couldve ever thought. Some days I did struggle with the want to just let him explode... to end his torment, and to revel in the power to bring him to his knees. I used to consider an orgasm as the greatest compliment a man could give a woman.

        This experience with Steff changed that opinion somewhat. Knowing that I trusted him not to touch without permission, cum without permission... Made our bond stronger, made it more real to me. I knew that with every passing day he was becoming more subservient, docile, and trained to understand who was BOSS in his life.

Me.

I asked him how it felt to cum after all of this time...

Needless to say, I look forward to emptying his balls...



His cum tax for being allowed to orgasm.

-The Lotus


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