6 days less than a month..

Chastity is a wonderful little tool to control a pet. I had planned on a full month of chastity for my 'pet' steff, though it never did pan out that way. Before I ventured into this little fetish, I researched tons on how it would effect the sub. Rarely did it have any insight on how the Domme would also be affected.

I'm one of the women that enjoy seeing and controlling a man's orgasm. The denial is a great way to build a strong connection, a dependent connection of pleasure to one's owner. However, denying him his release - also denied me my own pleasure in seeing that moment of utter pleasure... His knowing he came on my command, to me.

Sure, the denial, his aching balls, his need and desire to orgasm all please me as well. Here are my pet's thoughts to his being allowed to cum after only 6 days.

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journal Entry
steff sinner
To Me
Dec 8 at 11:31 PM
Good morning Goddess,

Well this Journal entry is a little different than i was expecting it to be :)  i thought it was going to be about what it was like to still not have cum into my second week of chastity. Instead i get to try and explain how i felt when You let me cum.

It was, needless to say, incredible!  This sounds like hyperbole, but hand on heart, cumming for You, has been more.. intense, and feels so much better than ever before Goddess!  The honest truth is, i *still* don't know if i wanted You to say 'cum' or 'stop' although it was a total shock when You decided i should cum.

i was definitely aching, and knowing it was only 6 days… i had no idea what i'd be like after a month.  Heck, i didn't know if i was going to be able to *walk* at the end of the month.

Now of course, it's a week of no touching at all.. and already it's hard.  i know it's probably my imagination, but i feel like my balls are still bigger than they used to be.  Although You know they were completely empty.. as You saw *blush*, it still feels like they've grown. already they've begun to ache.. and it's only been a day and a half,

i have to admit, i think this week is going to be tough. no touching at all.  but.. i thank You for that Goddess.  i love being able to please You, to obey.  to be good for You.

Hope You have a fantastic rest, very much looking forward to seeing You,
pet

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So, we will go alow once again, and work up to that month.. Still, the pleasure is in him NOT knowing when he will actually get to orgasm...

-Lotus